I'm Sorry for Cursing - Colon / rectal cancer: Ugh, Scheduling

Scheduling with a cancer center (ANY cancer center) drives me crazy.? I had an appt with my doc at UT Southwestern scheduled for tomorrow.? Today (less than 24 hours before my appt...) I got a call that I'll have to move that back a week because I can't start the trial until it's been 4 weeks since my last chemo.? 4 weeks exactly is on Thursday.? ONE FREAKING DAY.?

So.? I wait a week, and see the doctor next Wednesday.

One of the big lessons I've learned on this cancer journey is that I cannot control all the things.? Most of the time, as it turns out, I cannot control any of the things.? Scheduling has been a complete bummer for me 95% of the time.? I resent how much time appointments take.? I get irritated when apopointments are cancelled without notice, set up without notice, or switched around without notice.? And if I have to go to a cancer center more than once a week?? Forget about it.

Deep breath, calming breath.

In the large scheme of things, it isn't a big deal.? I was able to cancel the sitter for the kids, get childcare set up for next week.? Now I have an extra day to clean my house.? Um, yay?

Another chemo free weekend...that's definitely a plus.

I also don't have to run over to Baylor today to get the CD with my scan pics until Thursday, when I will be there anyway.? The kids would rather go to the pool today, which is what we're going to do right now.

I know in my rational mind that things don't always happen in my time.? Please pray that I could be more accepting of that.

Source: http://imsorryforcursing.blogspot.com/2012/09/ugh-scheduling.html

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